Honestly. I haven't been taking pictures. I'm just busy, and when I'm not busy.. I'm tired. >_<;;

I didn't think it'd get this bad. I have nearly 3 weeks to make up. A majority of the pictures are lies; they aren't really taken on the day of the event, they're taken days after the event. -.-;

I'm such a failure. Why did I even want to do such a project? I knew.. I just knew, that I would fail. I knew I would want to quit, I knew I'd get lazy...

I'm so pissed at myself right now >_<;;; I'll try to keep going.. but I don't know... It's just really not fun right now with school, work, homework, then friends and family. It seems I'm always tired, and never want to get up. Never want to leave this computer. Never want to move. Lazy. UGH.

I want to fix this.. I'm determind to fix this... I'm just sick of this project prodding away at me in the back of my mind! I needed to vent about it. I needed to tell the truth. I know you people probably don't even care, so long as I upload photos and whatnot.. But to me, this was to prove myself wrong. To say to myself, "I can do this, even if I get lazy.. I can defeat this challenge and smile pretty and proudly."

And now, all I think is that I can't do it; I'm too far behind. There are many pictures to be taken and not enough time for myself.

Ugh >_<;